watch this and marvel at her talent. let's bring-bring...bring your flower head.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leW9nn8ZCAM
leaf ur ofen hand, okei?
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Monday, June 19, 2006
FOR SOMEBODY WHO HAS ALWAYS LOVED ME AS A LITTLE BOY:
To Bianca on our 1st anniversary
As far as I can remember, I’m fond of daydreaming. Ever since I was a toddler, my mind always drifts off somewhere. I don’t know if it’s ever considered normal to have daydreams as often as I have them…anyway, I still have that odd habit until now. You might say I have a very wild imagination, thanks to the television. I’m not very fond of books (although I read when I’m not lazy which is a very rare occasion). Why read if you can watch them? Wicked TV, made me an addict. I love TV so much I watch even the TV. Guide channel. I curse the day my parents banned me from watching TV on weekdays! Now back to daydreaming. What are daydreams anyway? Is it a desperate attempt to escape from reality?
Maybe it’s also the main reason why I love toys.
I love making Wolverine, Lone Ranger, and Rambo fight against each other in our sofa as a little boy. I feel like crying when I receive a gift that feels soft. Why do people give clothes as gift to kids? Don’t they know kids don’t appreciate them? When I was a little boy, every time I ask my parents to buy me a toy (which is most of the time an action figure by the way), they always answer back: “na-out grow mo na yang mga laruan na yan.” That’s why until now, toys are my frustration.
When I was in kinder, I didn’t like school. I cried on my first day at school. And on my second day. And on my third. I told myself back then that once I finish college, I’m going to stop going to school. Now here I am taking up nursing as a second course. Am I childish? I don’t know. Maybe I am. I hate being a grown up. Growing up means having more problems. What’s my point?
Last June 14 I just turned 21. I don’t feel like I’m 21 and I don’t look like I’m 21. It was just like any other day. I drove my mom to her appointment, and then we ate lunch, got home, did some errands, went to church, ate dinner, and so on and so forth. That night, I couldn’t sleep. As usual I don’t know why. Maybe it was because I was thinking about a lot of things. God, I’m already 21. Some people my age already has a family…and a job. Then, I suddenly remembered that I have a lot of things to be thankful for. I am thankful for having a girlfriend. It was one year ago when I received a phone call just minutes before June 14 ended. So this is how it feels like to have a girlfriend. For me, starting that day, I always felt that somebody is connected to me. It’s like I have a twin somewhere. Argh…I can’t explain it. It’s like I am bonded to somebody; I feel attached anywhere I go. I am so madly in love with my girlfriend.
Last June 14, I was reminiscing of the so many days we have been together. No, our relationship is not perfect. There’s no such thing. I don’t care how many times we argued about not seeing each other, about me not replying immediately to her text or about missing a movie. I just love her. So what does this have to do with daydreams? Well as I told you earlier I couldn’t sleep. So I went outside and sat on our garage. The sky was empty. I was disappointed not to see any stars that night. Then I started thinking of how old I already, I’m already 21. My mind started to drift. Have I done something wrong in the past? Did I make a wrong decision somewhere in my life? Then I had this imagined: God would make me go back to being a 6 year old boy. But, he was going to make my memory intact so I could remake my life over again. Then something struck me. Where would my Bianca be? I thought hey, I could try to contact her, find her phone number or something. But what was I going to say? “Hi it’s me, Batchoy, your future boyfriend! You love me and I love you.” Nope, that won’t work. Maybe I’ll just have to wait until I meet her then. What, like wait for 18 years and court her again?! But then I thought what if something happens and we didn’t meet. Where was I going to find her? Cebu? Davao? That’s when I started to feel a lump on my throat and a tear in my eye. Stupid sentimental boy. It was a daydream. But you know what? It was a reality check for me. I realized I was too busy looking for the mistakes I had done in my life, I couldn’t accept the fact that I am growing up…that I was no longer a boy. I realized have so much to be thankful for. Surprisingly I felt sleepy at last. I got up and went back to bed. I lied down comfortably then suddenly just before I slept I remembered something, I reached for my cellphone and stared at the picture that made me happy since June 14, 2005.
Maybe it’s also the main reason why I love toys.
I love making Wolverine, Lone Ranger, and Rambo fight against each other in our sofa as a little boy. I feel like crying when I receive a gift that feels soft. Why do people give clothes as gift to kids? Don’t they know kids don’t appreciate them? When I was a little boy, every time I ask my parents to buy me a toy (which is most of the time an action figure by the way), they always answer back: “na-out grow mo na yang mga laruan na yan.” That’s why until now, toys are my frustration.
When I was in kinder, I didn’t like school. I cried on my first day at school. And on my second day. And on my third. I told myself back then that once I finish college, I’m going to stop going to school. Now here I am taking up nursing as a second course. Am I childish? I don’t know. Maybe I am. I hate being a grown up. Growing up means having more problems. What’s my point?
Last June 14 I just turned 21. I don’t feel like I’m 21 and I don’t look like I’m 21. It was just like any other day. I drove my mom to her appointment, and then we ate lunch, got home, did some errands, went to church, ate dinner, and so on and so forth. That night, I couldn’t sleep. As usual I don’t know why. Maybe it was because I was thinking about a lot of things. God, I’m already 21. Some people my age already has a family…and a job. Then, I suddenly remembered that I have a lot of things to be thankful for. I am thankful for having a girlfriend. It was one year ago when I received a phone call just minutes before June 14 ended. So this is how it feels like to have a girlfriend. For me, starting that day, I always felt that somebody is connected to me. It’s like I have a twin somewhere. Argh…I can’t explain it. It’s like I am bonded to somebody; I feel attached anywhere I go. I am so madly in love with my girlfriend.
Last June 14, I was reminiscing of the so many days we have been together. No, our relationship is not perfect. There’s no such thing. I don’t care how many times we argued about not seeing each other, about me not replying immediately to her text or about missing a movie. I just love her. So what does this have to do with daydreams? Well as I told you earlier I couldn’t sleep. So I went outside and sat on our garage. The sky was empty. I was disappointed not to see any stars that night. Then I started thinking of how old I already, I’m already 21. My mind started to drift. Have I done something wrong in the past? Did I make a wrong decision somewhere in my life? Then I had this imagined: God would make me go back to being a 6 year old boy. But, he was going to make my memory intact so I could remake my life over again. Then something struck me. Where would my Bianca be? I thought hey, I could try to contact her, find her phone number or something. But what was I going to say? “Hi it’s me, Batchoy, your future boyfriend! You love me and I love you.” Nope, that won’t work. Maybe I’ll just have to wait until I meet her then. What, like wait for 18 years and court her again?! But then I thought what if something happens and we didn’t meet. Where was I going to find her? Cebu? Davao? That’s when I started to feel a lump on my throat and a tear in my eye. Stupid sentimental boy. It was a daydream. But you know what? It was a reality check for me. I realized I was too busy looking for the mistakes I had done in my life, I couldn’t accept the fact that I am growing up…that I was no longer a boy. I realized have so much to be thankful for. Surprisingly I felt sleepy at last. I got up and went back to bed. I lied down comfortably then suddenly just before I slept I remembered something, I reached for my cellphone and stared at the picture that made me happy since June 14, 2005.
Friday, June 09, 2006
you just gotta love him.~sigh!
fine. i'm guilty. shoot me.
i really really like dennis trillo. how could you not?
Alright...these are definitely not his most compromising pictures but hey...he still looks cute,doesn't he?
gawd...help me.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
21 Questions
Can you name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people. Ready, Start!
1.bong
2.cheska
3.jenny
4.marvi
5.rach
6.xyla
7.elena
8.sheena
9.romeo
10.jopet
11.mae s.
12.audie
13.francia
14.charisse
15.ode
16.faith
17.gel
18.cherry
19.jonathan
20.rjay
21.manying
THE QUESTIONS:
1. How did you meet 14?>>
sa school.forever seat-mate, co-ojt-er, dancing partner.hay.
2. What would you do if you never met 6?>>
life wouldn't be as pleasant as it is now.:-)
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?>>
*knock on wood* not funny.
4.Did you ever like 5?>>
sobra.mahal ko yan.
5. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?>>
what? no!
6. Describe 8>>
crazy, sexy, beautiful. ~wink~
7. Do you think 13 is attractive?>>
sobra. :-)
8.Tell me something about 17>>
a true friend in every sense of the word(/s?!)
9. Do you know any of 4's family members?>>
hay.gusto mo pati cousins? ilan?
10. What's 21's favorite color?>>
blue. forever blue. amen.
11. What would you do if 18 confessed he/she likes you?>>
ahahaha! planting ginseng,planting ginseng!
12. what language does 20 speak?>>
filipino, english, bataan-enio?!
13. Who is 9 going out with?>>
yikee! noon si sh-----..nyewewewe! hindi niyo alaaaam!!!
14. What year is 16 in?>>
graduate na kami niyan.
15. When's the last time you talked to 13?>>
tagal na…mga May, before I got a job.
16. What is 2's favorite band?>>
CUESHE! ahahaha!
17. Would you ever date 7?>>
been there, done that.
18. Would you ever date 12? :>>
lunch date,recess date…kahit ano.
19. Is 15 single?>>
of course not! hinihintay ko nalang kasal.
20. What is 19's last name?>>
lau. As in j.lau.
21. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 11?>>
ahahaha! if i could,i definitely would!
22. What school does 3 go to?>>
Miriam.
23. Where does 15 live?>>
Las Pinas. the 'over nyt-an" house. ;-)
24. What's your favorite thing about 10?>>
he knows how to treat women.sweet. :-)
25. Have you seen number 1 naked?>>
si bong?! hahahaha.
1.bong
2.cheska
3.jenny
4.marvi
5.rach
6.xyla
7.elena
8.sheena
9.romeo
10.jopet
11.mae s.
12.audie
13.francia
14.charisse
15.ode
16.faith
17.gel
18.cherry
19.jonathan
20.rjay
21.manying
THE QUESTIONS:
1. How did you meet 14?>>
sa school.forever seat-mate, co-ojt-er, dancing partner.hay.
2. What would you do if you never met 6?>>
life wouldn't be as pleasant as it is now.:-)
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?>>
*knock on wood* not funny.
4.Did you ever like 5?>>
sobra.mahal ko yan.
5. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?>>
what? no!
6. Describe 8>>
crazy, sexy, beautiful. ~wink~
7. Do you think 13 is attractive?>>
sobra. :-)
8.Tell me something about 17>>
a true friend in every sense of the word(/s?!)
9. Do you know any of 4's family members?>>
hay.gusto mo pati cousins? ilan?
10. What's 21's favorite color?>>
blue. forever blue. amen.
11. What would you do if 18 confessed he/she likes you?>>
ahahaha! planting ginseng,planting ginseng!
12. what language does 20 speak?>>
filipino, english, bataan-enio?!
13. Who is 9 going out with?>>
yikee! noon si sh-----..nyewewewe! hindi niyo alaaaam!!!
14. What year is 16 in?>>
graduate na kami niyan.
15. When's the last time you talked to 13?>>
tagal na…mga May, before I got a job.
16. What is 2's favorite band?>>
CUESHE! ahahaha!
17. Would you ever date 7?>>
been there, done that.
18. Would you ever date 12? :>>
lunch date,recess date…kahit ano.
19. Is 15 single?>>
of course not! hinihintay ko nalang kasal.
20. What is 19's last name?>>
lau. As in j.lau.
21. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 11?>>
ahahaha! if i could,i definitely would!
22. What school does 3 go to?>>
Miriam.
23. Where does 15 live?>>
Las Pinas. the 'over nyt-an" house. ;-)
24. What's your favorite thing about 10?>>
he knows how to treat women.sweet. :-)
25. Have you seen number 1 naked?>>
si bong?! hahahaha.
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